“He was a bachelor and he would have said it was not by choice, that he wished nothing more in his life than a wife and children, and yet the truth―which he acknowledged now, adjusting the level of the lamp on his desk so that it cast a low and golden light on the cedar surround of the leather top―was that he had become so particular in his habits that it would have taken the most impossible charity for him to permit, good fellow though he was, his beloved to alter either the number of lamps or their intensity. Was that the truth? Or was it what he feared to be the truth? Did he not enjoy the company of women? Would he not, as they said, ‘adjust’?”
―Peter Carey, Oscar and Lucinda
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